NOT FEEL LOW....?

My mind is really preventing from writing all this.....somehow it is a broken out situation....anyhow here comes the content.....please bear me :-)

Last few days have really been painful at the office....i shall not mention the reason out here...just feeling the pain of past few days.....Was at the Ashtavakra Geeta session at one of the Art Of Living devotee's house........Was just observing how the mind tries to prevent me from speaking the lines which may create pain....So in a way you happen to suppress yourself which i don't want to do at all.....Discussion was being carried out on Guruji's saying that If you happen to meet a person who is pity high in terms of his/her position in society, you should always be humble but never feel low....but I was thinking that is it possible..?........For Guruji, it really has been learning from the basics and also gaining in terms of strength......was just thinking that given the kind of situation in society atleast in Punjab to which i belong or that may be true for north india....People have very high categorisation in terms of profession one is in.......So, a sweeper is really seen as a low class person and he hardly gets any respect in society.....in this kind of situation, can you really think of not feeling low where a part of society really cuts out with you.....and many other professions too have been classified as low class profession such as singers, .....low class works......Don't know how can one not feel being low.......

khair yeh sab baatein main kyun likh raha hoon....?.......woh shaayad is liye kyunki shaaad main bhi aise kisi ek profession se judna chahta hoon....

abhi isshare chal rahe hain......khulapan baaki hai.....kisi din daal doonga.....:)

Peace,
rahul.

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Some admissions..acceptances.....?...

Oh Folks.....I lost what I had written earlier....So, what you are reading is a rewrite of that......

Haan to sabse pehle maine dil se namaskar likha tha.......:-)...To sabse pehle aap ko dil se namaskar...:-)

I was writing that it is right to get your system rid of those things which bother you or which don't let you live a life of your own..... where you are just being pushed by others instead of being in control of your stoppages, your speed.....
Since I think it is better to have your own speed and be in control of atleast what you desire to do(.....My Guruji always says that you are never in control of your life....It is an illusion.......), I think I need to be clear about my self....who I am..I need to know my weaknesses more importantly...

I think I have been weak in so called traditional ways of the world.....So, somebody being called a Sir is expected from me.....a softness is expected....(So, is this being written to declare that I am weak....:-)....)

Sonu Bhaiya's voice is falling into my ears...:-):-).....- Dhanya Dhanya Naari Jeevan from Classically Mild....wonderful song.....
Don't know if I have made you sad......Would made you laugh one day....and may be a good entertainer for you....:-)

In the end, folks have good time....don't know reading this you would really have a good time....

I think pending is a write which tells you my purpose of writing this blog......

Courage for me.......
rahul

AND Victory to the bigger mind............